Tiredness - January 31, 2011

Today, I had no sleep whatsoever because I stayed up all night studying for my financial securities test. Right now, my eyes are closed and it is just my fingers that are hacking away on the keyboard as I write into my blog. My eyes are so tired that I cannot seem to open them anymore, not even to look at my punctuations anymore. High school life is certainly pretty boring and busy.

Today I went to my dentist and got my braces tightened and I got white elastics rather than the usual silver ones. I will try every single colour soon which is my goal right now.

Also, apparently I got nominated as a Floor Management person for my St. John's event which means I must spend a lot of time working on this project. Darn. my life is just getting more and more busy.

Planned turned to Disaster - Friday January 28, 2011

Okay, I will start off with what my plan was and how I my plan just failed miserably. Long long before, I predicted that my calculus class will not go well at all with my current math teacher. I needed to find a way to avoid getting a bad mark so I decided to drop calculus in day school and go for night school.

After getting brutally tortured by this math teacher for half a school year, my payback time had finally arrived. Today we were going to have our very first calculus quiz and I intended to start my plan then. Basically, it consisted of walking into the room and as I received my quiz paper. I would just draw a happy face on the paper and hand it in. Then I would pick up my knapsack and walk out the room and be like "IN YO FACE".

However this did not turn out as I expected. In the beginning of the class, I put my knapsack down and found that our teacher was absent. I was SCARED.... what if there was no quiz!? My plan would be a total FAIL!. Actually she was always late and so I just walked around in the hallways. I got back and as I peeked through the little opening from the door, my friend told me our quiz didn't start.

So I walked around again and got back like 45 minutes into the class later... uh yea kinda got distracted fooling around. When I walked into the classroom, everyone was doing the quiz and I was like SUCCESS! TIME TO INITIATE MY PLAN! So I walked in and was asking to do the quiz and GET HER GOOD THIS TIME. But then she says, "This class is not an optional attendance". I'm like "what do you mean?" and then I ask her. so can I do the quiz.. and she said no. At that moment, I was dumbfounded. It felt like getting a pie smashed in my face and getting smushed some more so I can relish the feeling of it. She completely DESTROYED MY plan. It was just a disaster. The only choice that I had was to get my stuff and walk out the room and accept defeat Or.... just sit in class and wait for the class to finish and remorse at how my plan was an utter fail. Second choice was out of the question because I was not gonna stay in that room with that teacher any longer.

BUT NEXT TIME. I SWEAR... I WILL GET HER and !!!!!!!!

And to top that off, I get an automatic zero for the quiz. Great... I am starting off my calculus course with a 0.

Finally had the time to do this - Thursday, January 27, 2011

Yea its been a long while. I have had so much projects, tests and stuff that I think I'm totally worn out. Its so tiring these days and over these past 3 days I have only slept for a total of 6 hours out of 72 hours. This is just sad, and I had to work so hard. I hate cramming for tests but I can never find the time before that to study. SO TIRED!

MATH EXAM OVER! - Friday, January 21, 2011

I had no sleep for 24 hours because of this upcoming exam. And I finally have the time to update this blog tonight even though I'm terribly sleepy atm. Anyways no sleep and all-out studying for 12+ hours because I procrasinated way too much. I was still fooling around when there was like 24 hours before the exam and so I had to study really hard to make up for that lost time. Anyways I did my studying and was still studying at home when there was like 20 minutes before the exam.

At that time, my eyes were so droopy, I felt like I needed some sleep really badly and I went to go find some coffee to get me well again. Guess what, I couldn't find any in my house like when I needed it the most, there was none. IT VANISHED. I went to make some milk tea and found out there was no hot water. So I decided to microwave my water and make hot milk tea. DAYUM, I felt so good after that.

I decided to run to school in this cold weather in like 10 minutes from finch station to north york station. I was literally out of breath when I arrived at school and I was late for my exam as well. First time, I was actually late for my exam too. When I went inside, everyone was scribbling on the exam papers and I was still getting ready to start writing. I was at such a big disadvantage.

BUT I couldn't believe my eyes, when I finished my exam paper and looked up at the clock. It said 2:00pm and my exam started at 1:00pm (with me being like 10-15 min late). My exam was supposed to last for 2 hours yet I finished it in 1 hour which is quite surprising, I must say. Anyways, I checked my answers for 4 times and still I had so much time remaining.

Finally, we finished and I laughed as one of my friends couldn't finish the exam. He missed the last question. BUT HE was totally surprised that I finished it so fast. pshh. people look down on me so much.

After that, I went to Tim hortons to get some actual coffee and this random dude comes up to me and asks if I was chinese. Then he tells me he just came to Canada and he doesn't know anything and asks for my phone number. I'm like uhhh I dont have a phone and he asks if I had a QQ account and then afterwards ask for my msn account. I WAS SO SCARED, was he like those kidnappers who asks if u want candy and gets you into the car and stuff? I WAS WORRIED.

FINALLY FREE - Friday, January 14, 2011

aaah I must remember to put "2011" for my dates... I KEEP FORGETTING. This is such a big problem... and soon its gonna be 2012 too! GREAT!!!!

Finally, im free from doing all these all-nighters as I crammed for the test in the morning. Now, sleep has finally enveloped me. I slept from 7PM to 11AM which is 12+ hours of sleep. Meh....

Anyways I got my dream item: iTouch 4G. Its 32 gb too! Been waiting for it for years. I tried buying it from future shop (out of stock) from hong kong when my friends went for winter holidays which was out of stock as well. I was so disappointed and depressed. BUT NOW..... The joy of holding it, owning it and playing on it while im bored like on the bus, or just walking. I can listen to music, play games even text (for free of course). Suddenly, the world that I have been which was very limited (no texting cuz it cost, dont have a music player so no music, no games cuz i have no gaming console) to limitless. I can finally enjoy all the time that I have except when the itouch goes out of battery... Hahha, gotta look out for that.

Anyways, apparently, the firmware is too new and people have not found a way to jailbreak it properly. There are ways to jailbreak it, just not safe and some are tethered, which means when ur battery is used up, all your memory iS GONE. just vanishes. Kinda scared just hearing that. Anyways gonna wait till a good, safe jailbreak is out before downloading it!

BUT STILL IM HAPPPY WITH WHAT I HAVE NOW!!!

Finally Fini! Tuesday January, 11, 2010

woohoo after today, I would never have to experience this pain and suffering ever again. After losing 8 teeth in 2 months, I have had enough of you! All the bleeding, all the needles, all the dressings to absorb the blood. IM FINALLY FREE from that. After I heal from today. Last time, I have to bite onto the dressing. Last time that I have to experience the feeling of blood overflowing in my mouth. Last time I have to be numb.

Im so glad this is over. However now that I have braces, eating has been a challenge for me.

Day 2 of Braces - Wednesday January 5, 2010

Dang it, I can't seem to stop myself from sleeping at like 3AM every single day. I am just drowning in homework and its like dying just to swim upwards. No matter how much I do, there are bulldozers of homework just coming right at me. It feels like an endless work period for me.

Woke up at 10:05AM when school starts at 10:15AM. 10 minutes to get to school wasn't an impossible feat apparently, I arrived only 3-4 minutes late. That's fine I guess since I woke up that late. I couldn't eat breakfast or lunch today because my teeth started to hurt. It is not exactly hurting because normally it doesn't hurt. However when I start chewing with food, it starts to sting and its not like those pain. Its a sting that u want to stay away from so your like chewing but not exactly chewing really hard. Even though ur food gets chopped up, its not as small as before because you can't exactly chew it as much or as hard. Yea, if you get me then that's great. if you don't tough luck.

Second Day of School - Tuesday January 4, 2011

Its already the 2nd day of school already and I am drowning in homework.

So many projects, homework and tests suddenly pop up out of the blue and I have no option but to face it head on. This means sleeping at like 3AM every single day. This is just MADNESS.

Anyways, I had my grad photo today and it was pretty cool how the photographers kept taking photos of me, I felt like I was famous for a moment there. We had to wear our gown, a hat, the v-striped thing and the graduation certificate(a fake). I couldn't seem to have a natural smile.... I was too serious, said the photographer.

After that, I had my guidance appointment and my guidance teacher commented, "Wow its been 4 years since we have known each other." I was surprised too and happy that I was leaving so soon. Anyways I have a scholarship application that I found out today and its due in 2 days. However I told my friend to hold it for me and apparently she forgot to give it back and now I am down to 1 day to finish this application. I am gonna drop dead soon.

ALSO BIG NEWS, I got braces and it hurts so so much. Actually not really, my pain tolerance is pretty high I must say and I think I can tank it. Braces will be a pain because no more gum, candy, chocolate, anything hard. That's basically all the wonderful in this world.

New Year - Saturday January 1, 2011

The beginning of a new year and a new start: January 1, 2011. From now on, I must remember to write 2011 instead of 2010 for my dates. Gonna take awhile until I get used to that.

Things that I have gotten over the course of christmas supposedly:

- electronic toothbrush (awesome thing)

- a shaver (cuz my parents thought that I'm growing old and it was on sale)

- earphones (cuz they were almost 50% off, saved $80, original price: $179)

- lots of new clothes (spent like $100 for that saving like over $150)

- 500 GB external portable hard drive (these past few months, I have been scared since if my labtop had some kind of virus, I would have been game over since I had no back-up of anything. I tried hard and put the important files in my 500MB USB stick, pretty sad stuff. Now that I have 500GB, i think I can go crazy)

- 32 GB itouch 4 (hopefully....)

- a case for my itouch

- a new labtop (Old one was a Dell Latitude D620 and now its an HP Elitebook 6930p)

SO EXCITED

New Year's Eve - Friday December 31, 2010

After today, its going to be a new year and a new start. I can't wait till this year is over because this signifies the passing of another year. Just a few more months until university, a place where I don't have to see my dreadful parents. hahaha. Not much accomplished this year I must say, pretty dull and boring. I want a to have a new start and I MUST make a new years resolution soon.

Apparently, subway was free from 12:01 AM to 4:00AM so I decided to go down to Sheppard to get some MacDonalds. YUMMY! Anyways, while I was on the subway, there were some crazy people. They were blasting music in a car full of people and jumping around and stuff. They looked like they were high or something. I wanted to leave the train as soon as possible because it didn't feel safe at all.