Finally Happy and Sad - Friday February 25, 2011

I'm happy because I finally got the gun that I wanted yet it didn't turn out the way I wanted it to be. I just don't know... the feel just isn't what I expected it to be.

Not happy because today I couldn't get my confidence to talk to some particular people. I tense up and become so abnormal. All my friends can tell and I can't seem to stop it. Sigh... must get over this in order to be successful... hopefully. Anyways I will definitely work on that and make sure it does not happen ever again.

Night School - Monday February 7, 2011

Sigh... those 3 days passed by way too fast and now I'm back to my old boring self. I hate it when its all work work work for me because I have decided to try and take a few courses to raise my current marks.

Also, today I finally had the guts to talk to my Calculus teacher and give her my drop form. She had asked me at the beginning of the class to leave because she will give me back my cheque for the textbook after class. I said I would like to stay and she could not do a thing because technically I'm still her student.

Afterwards she gave me back my cheque and I said I was glad to leave her class.

Then I went to my night school calculus class and boy I'm glad I did it. The teacher is so much better. Also the feeling that your around average kids gives you this awesome feeling that your smart. I don't want to sound mean but it gives me the motivation to do better and stand out from my class.

NCO Camp - Friday 4 - Sunday 6, 2011

Today was my NCO camp and boy i was excited because I get to leave my small and ugly place alone for once. I can finally live off a cabin with only a sleeping bag and my own body heat to keep me warm at night. It was surely an exciting opportunity for me because I was meeting new people and finally leaving my boring life alone.

Snow Day (Actually?) - Wednesday February 2, 2011

Yea, this is actually my first time experiencing a snow day in my whole entire life. Where there is no school when supposedly there should be. I was so glad too because I can sleep in. But before I get to that....

The night before, I've heard on the news that a few schools had already declared a snow day. I was hopeful that my school would do the same as well but in my mind, the chances of having a snow day was extremely slim. TDSB did not usually hand out snow days easily and so I had a hard time believing my eyes when someone told me that we had a snow day. AN ACTUAL SNOW DAY in like 17 years of my life. I was just writhing in joy but the thing is, there was like barely any snow that day too.