Finally Happy and Sad - Friday February 25, 2011

I'm happy because I finally got the gun that I wanted yet it didn't turn out the way I wanted it to be. I just don't know... the feel just isn't what I expected it to be.

Not happy because today I couldn't get my confidence to talk to some particular people. I tense up and become so abnormal. All my friends can tell and I can't seem to stop it. Sigh... must get over this in order to be successful... hopefully. Anyways I will definitely work on that and make sure it does not happen ever again.