Temptation

Waking up at 6:00am in the morning isnt fun especially when you sleep at 1pm and the purpose of waking up so early is to study for my upcoming biology test. What a relief that I am over with that. After finishing the test, I flip through my textbook to find if my answers were right, and it just makes me feel down when I see that one of my answers are already wrong. Great, now I know I have at least 1 wrong answer not counting other answers that I may have gotten wrong. I should stop cramming and to start studying actually. Because I have found a goal to surpass which is: to surpass and embarass this particular person by getting a higher mark than 90.8% for my top 6 gr. 12 marks. I am so gonna beat that by getting a 95%. That is my final goal for Gr. 12. I will concentrate on this goal and if I can achieve this, this particular person will be treating me to a very very expensive dinner. I hope. Alright back to school, we had a mock trial and I had to dress up even though I was a newspaper reporter. I feel that a newspaper reporter is quite a hard job but some people think otherwise. I have to take notes of everything that happens in this make-believe court room and to write an article. While others just need to present for like 4 minutes and that is it. I didn't even have a choice of choosing any position such as: judge, crown counsel, defense counsel, witness, court clerk and newspaper reporter. For me, I actually hate taking notes because I feel that everything seems very vital and important and I try to writie everything down. This is definitely a bad method but I just cannot stop. Not only that, I write really slow. So someone is talking and I am writing a brief summary of that, however as he talks about something else, I am not even finished writing that summary so I am always behind and have to skip some parts. After school, I felt so tempted to go chill but I held my ground and remembered my goal. And so I am here.