March Break? YAY! - Saturday March 12, 2011

Glad that this break finally came. I have been waiting for you for so long. When I'm at school Im dreaming about you, when im sleeping im dreaming about you and when Im working up all night, im still dreaming about you. AND NOW, you finally came. Its like a miracle. no more school, no more early mornings, no more late nights, no more work, just fun and free time for one whole week. THANK THE HEAVENS for this day/week. Lastly, its time for me to catch up on all my work.

There is one thing that I must work on and that is confidence. Confidence to start talking to her and being friends with her. Confidence to even take a glance at her. Its this confidence that I lack when it concerns her. but at other times, my confidence is normal.

I still remember how I randomly asked her about a small bottle of holy water that I got from a friend. I didn't know what it was and had confronted her to ask about this water. She didn't have a clue what it was as well and asked if she could taste it. I was like sure and she poured a trinkle on her pinkie. Some of the water dropped to the ground but thats not surprising and she lightly put it to her mouth and tasted it. Then she said it was just normal water and it was the end. I was so happy at that time. Sigh. wish that moment still lasted.

My March Break resolution, to have the confidence to become friends with her!