Calendar for the Week

Thursday - go back to Pmall, to buy necklace
Friday - meet up for E3 Challenge, do homework, sleep, eat
Saturday - Catch up on Hwk, E3?
Sunday - Vision Youth (train bronzes)
Monday - Summer School starts? paintball
Tuesday - do homework, sleep, eat
Wednesday - free?

Unlucky Day.

Today I woke up at about 10ish because it was report card day. Biked to school and somewhat ran halfway because my friend decided to jack my bike and whizzed off. What a jerk. Anyways, I arrived at school panting and ran upstairs to my homeroom to go receive my report card. When I arrived, I see a bunch of my classmates hugging the teacher goodbye because she was retiring. I was happy because she was not a good teacher anyways. But it was a long wait because they kept talking on and on and on. Then they started talking in French. I was waiting for 10 minutes before they finished and when I walked up to get my report card. She tells me that I can't receive my report card because I have not returned my biology textbook. And so I bike back home in like 15 minutes and it was uphill too. Searched my house but I could not seem to find that biology textbook so I bike back to school. I tell the teacher I cannot find it and I go to the Science Department. It turns out that I cannot find my Biology Teacher in the Science Department and I wait around for like 20 minutes. I got restless after that and decided to find the textbook on my own. Guess what!!! I was right, I had returned my textbook but they didn't cross out my name. What losers, I had to bike to school then back home and then back to school and then back home because of this textbook. The teachers would not let me get my report cards because they had a teachers meeting for 1 hour. I refuse to wait for an hour so I jacked the textbook and went back home. BUT the thing is, I need to go back to school to return the textbook on another day or else I don't get my report card LOL.

But that was not all, I rushed back home because I needed to go to Pacific Mall for my project. We had to find sponsors for our event. However, when I was at Finch Station and about to pay for my fare, I found out that I left my wallet and cell phone at home and so I ran back home to retrieve it and ran back to Finch Station. I was panting by then and sweating a lil and I boarded the bus and was on my way to Pacific Mall. When I arrived at Pmall, I was 20 minutes early and so I walked around looking for bubble tea but I couldn't find any. Finally my mentor arrived and we went to Splendid China Tower, a mall right next to Pmall and it was really empty. It was 1:30pm? and we bought bubble tea. YAY but then she started rehearsing me on how I should present myself to shop owners. I was stuttering on my first few tries because I did not know the exact words to say and I had to say it in English and Cantonese too. Great, putting my chinese to the test. Asked a few stores and I started getting the hang of it with some reminders and suggestions from my mentor on the way. I would say the first half hour was not so successful.

We decided to go to Market Village and then Pacific Mall after that. I walked for 4 hours literally and talked to so many shopowners and got rejected so many stores. I found some pretty nice stores today that sold nice necklaces. Gonna buy one soon lol. They looked really nice and I was about to buy it too. Oh well, tomorrow I will be going again. During my Pmall, visit I received my first acceptance for sponsorship. She decided to sponsor us 10 earrings and I was like so happy. My mentor was happy too because it was depressing receiving so many rejections. Yea tomorrow, I will be going to retrieve our gifts and maybe then, I will buy that necklace.

And so after like 4 hours of walking, me and my mentor decided to take a seat and rest. When I sat for like 5 minutes, my leg began to cramp up or 抽筋. Ugh. it was painful and she told me to stretch my leg. I tell her, I can't it hurts too much and I yell in pain lol. After that, I started to limp when we walked again. Ugh my leg hurt so much. I wonder how girls shop for so long. I cannot walk for 4 hours. My legs were killing me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. UGH.

That's my day.

3 hours of sleep?

Can't believe I had 3 hours of sleep during the summer. I mean I could sleep all I want yet for some reason, I woke up at 6. Sad things just keep popping up in my mind until I am like totally saddened. Woke up to continue doing my homework and talking to some person on msn. She had a lot to say and it was amazing how much she knows about the topic. Learned quite a few things and I must thank her for her advice. Getting ready to leave to Scarborough by bus and then returning at 9ish by bus too. I think the bus ride will take approximately 2 hrs to and from the place. Maybe I can sleep during the bus ride.

Just had a shower and wow. can't believe how cold it is. No matter how much I turn to the hot water side, its still cold. I was dying. It was so cold everytime I turned on the shower and I was shivering each time the cold water splashed on me. Note to self, always test the water before showering.

Wow i was wrong, it took over 1 hour and 15 minutes to get there and then I got lost for another 15 minutes trying to find the house for our meeting. Gahh. I was walking around with like a 10 pound bag because it was carrying like 54 tiles. Finally found the house after another 15 minutes of walking. We played our game and it seems like impossible for people to win LOL. We then tried out different ideas to make it easier for people to win. Finally succeeded and the host's parents kept nudging us to eat her food. And so we ate her small pie and it was so dry that we all needed water. Her parents offered us watermelons too. Those are really nice parents, I must say.

After that, we decided to go find a restaurant to eat because our mentors were hosting us for dinner. We went outside and immediately, strong gusts of wind began blowing at us and we were all cold. Ran to a really ghetto chinese restaurant but found out that the food wasn't that bad. It was pretty good, I kept eating until everything was gone.. I am such a pig. It was like $33 for like 7 people. Great deal for a great meal.

Moody

Today, I slept in until 12 and just.... woke up from my parents because they were leaving for work. They asked me to get up to go buy the things I needed for my project. I just told them shut up and went back to sleep. *never bother me when I sleep* After that my parents came back after going to Home Depot to go buy a tube of fluorescent light for our kitchen light. Apparently, they had bought a wrong one so I had another chance to go to Home Depot to get my materials. Went to Home Depot, looked everywhere and finally found the materials. I cannot believe tiles are like $0.31/each. That's quite expensive if I may say. So we bought nine which cost around $3 and went back home. On the way, I go to get an ice coffee from Tim Hortons. Not bad, and its cheaper than Ice Cappuccino. After that, arrived home and tried my game out. It failed and so we had to go to Home Depot again. Wow. We went to Home Depot 3 times in one day, LOL. I decided to buy another 27 but instead we found tiles that were $0.07/tile. WOW, that's so cheap and we bought 54 in total. That amounted to $5 for like 54 tiles. That was a great deal. Arrived home, did some hwk, talked on msn and slept at like 3'ish. LOL.

I just did a short quiz today (How many Justin Biebers can you take?)
http://theoatmeal.com/quiz/justin_bieber

This is my result

Justin Bieber Remix

Dang it, although its summer vacation, I still do not have enough time to have a good nights sleep. Every day I have like 8 hours of sleep which I feel is definitely not enough time. Today woke up in the morning to continue looking after the bronzes for Vision Youth. We had our Opening Ceremony and we did a surprisingly good cheer. A cheer that had surpassed the cheer that we had intended to do before. It was to sing Justin Bieber's Baby song but in a Vision Youth version. So it starts out with...

woooo ooo G-Gold, woooo ooo G-Gold, wooo ooo G-Gold, you know you love me, i know you care, just shout whenever, and we drink beer .. kidding, we love vy, we love james chiu and we would never never be apart. That's about it. Pretty nice eh?

So before we performed this cheer we separated into groups of 3 and moved to different parts of the auditorium. So as we started the cheer, someone in the middle of the auditorium began to sing and then another group would arise from their hiding spot across the auditorium and sing the other line and so on and so on. Not bad eh?

After that, I rushed to Macdonalds and got a Big Mac combo. Finished it within 15 minutes but it was so unhealthy yet tasted good.

Next I went to go meet up with my group to discuss our plans for our fundraiser. It went pretty well up to the point until it started to rain cats and dogs.

Commencement

Did a small test: (from this website)
http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv

Disorder | Rating
Paranoid: Low
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: Moderate
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: Moderate
Narcissistic: Moderate
Avoidant: Low
Dependent: Moderate
Obsessive Compulsive: Low


I went to commencement not to see all the gr 12's graduate but only one in particular. Not bad of a commencement and I hope it will be better next year because next year, I am gonna be the graduate. Today I did a lot of begging for a piece of paper. But in the end, I was granted that piece of paper and it brought me wonders. The feeling of the paper brought a magical feeling already. Wasn't much fun at all, just sitting around moving things around places.

Oh. I found out what I drank yesterday. It was Smirnoff. But darn, that thing was GOOD STUFF. Well it tasted pretty good. After that, went to a church BBQ. The food was awesome and I ate a lot of food like salad, hot dogs. We played a few games after eating.

After that we sat down and had a small singing session and we started getting bitten by mosquitoes. A few times, I saw a mosquito on my arm sucking blood out. I swatted it away immediately. I don't like to smack them because blood splatters everywhere and its gross. But I didn't get any bumps at all which was pretty good. After that, we had lots of watermelons. They were sweet and good.

Long Long Day

Wow. Yesterday night, I slept at 3:30 because I could not sleep. She kept popping up in my mind. So I decided to not sleep and finish doing homework and do some push-ups. In the end, I did only like 100? So little. and I tried doing One-handed push-up. Darn those are hard. I did like 2. LOL. After that I set my alarm clock to ring at like 9:00 for exam review day. Instead, I woke at about 11:30 when someone phoned me. Then I was awake ever since. Went at like 3:00 to go play some soccer at the Mini-Claude. We played on the fake grass and it was the first time I played soccer on flat ground. I decided to take off my shoes and play with socks for awhile because it felt so good. Then my socks started to burn and the grass was heating up. I was sweating too. Guess I ran too much. Played for like 50 minutes until we got kicked off from the field and went to do Amazing Race.

It was in celebration of a friend's birthday. We were in teams and given tasks to accomplish. There were in total 4 tasks. The first task was to answer a question that asked questions all about the birthday girl. The team who answered the most right would start the second task first. For some reason, my team had got the most right and started off our second task. We had to find 5 different things to hug/kiss, a pet, a child, a teenager, a middle-aged and an elder. I had to hug a pet dog and a child. That already required a lot of walking to find strangers to hug/kiss. After that, we had a mandatory break of 5 minutes before we could start the task 3 and task 4. The 3rd task was answering riddles and connecting the riddles with a place that we know of. We had to then go to the designated places and either take pictures or find their address. There were like 5 riddles so more walking. I was like dying from lack of water then, because I was dumb and I didn't bring water. After we finished task 3, we had to do task 4. The very last task which was to sing a song. My team didn't want to do it so we had to end up either doing a physical exercise which required doing push-ups or drinking a mystery drink.

My team decided to take the mystery drink and made me drink it. They wanted me to drink like 300mL of a liquid within 1 minute. Ugh, my throat felt kind of tingly and then my stomach started being funny. After like a few minutes, felt a little dizzy. I found out later it was like a 2% alcohol drink. We then went to eat at K-BBQ and boy, that all-you-can eat and we called a lot of dishes of bacon, beef and chicken. It was so good and they served the dumplings too which were really good. I ate a lot for myself and after when we were about to pay our bill. The total came up to $176.00. I was like WOW. but this was for 6 people so it was like about $30 a person which is surprisingly a big amount. Next time, beware eating at restaurants.

Later on, I found that a few of the groups cheated. During our Amazing Race, we were not allowed to use electronics. However, one of the groups went to their building and searched up all the answers. Another group wanted to go to an Internet Cafe but it was closed, so they went to the library. WHAT A BUNCH OF CHEATERS. LAME, and I walked all that for nothing. In the end, we didn't win. That saddened me even more.

After that, we played frisbee and decided to have a throwing contest. It was like 9:00pm at night so it was getting dark. Little/no cars were on the streets so we decided to throw a frisbee down a road and measure our distance of our throws. We did that for like 2 whole blocks of road. That was super fun but the frisbee got kind of scratched up because of the road. And then, we went to play some mah jong and played with a NERF gun. It was fun. But the NERF gun had a limit to how fast it shoots the bullets. So instead we had like 10 minutes of non-stop throwing the NERF bullets at each other. We could hear them whizz by and hit each other. We lost like a bunch of NERF bullets while doing that.

Earthquake

Wow. First time feeling the shaking of an earthquake. Like first time experiencing an earthquake for like a few 20 seconds? I believe it's that long. My condo was shaking. Think about it what if I lived on the penthouse. The vibration would be intensified because I was only on the 4th floor and my TV was shaking, my monitor, my whole floor and I (ME) was shaking as well. Although the feeling was kind of odd a slight feeling of energy in case the building started falling. And a feeling of nervousness. On the other hand, there was a worried girl asking if I was high because I had this feeling.
She started whining about, "it's really scary because my living room has this wooden structure which supports all my stuff against one wall, if the structure collapses, ima die ><" omgomgggg. but if it fell, not only will all the glass shatter, my laptop with break, it'll squish me, my tv will die, my two other computers will die .. [EXACT WORDS] What a whiner. I hope she dies from this such a scaredy cat.
Some other messages that I have come across were:
- OMG EARTHQUAKE, I was sleeping - HOLY FREAK APOCALYPSE
- Earthquake ... Mom I don't want to die, don't want to die here (This is in Chinese)
Made me laugh.

We decided to dine out tonight because it was the end of my exams. This is like the first time we ate outside for like so long. Almost like first time in a few years. We decided to eat Western food because we got bored of eating all the Chinese food. Well I did. We went to eat at Tulip, a famous steak-restaurant. Gahh. I never liked steaks, too bloody. Every time I look at the middle layers of the steak, its all red and bloody. Eww. So I decided to go order a hamburger. It was 9 ounces and cost around $8.70. Oh well, wasn't me paying but when I looked at what my parents were getting. They were ordering a T-bone Steak, $32.00. WOW. My food was like 3x less pricey. We both had the same appetizers and almost exactly the same dishes, except they had the steak and I didn't. Boy, I was dead after I finished my dish. I ate like 3 pieces of bread, drank a lotta water, ate half my hamburger, a coleslaw, french fries. I was dead and started whining about my stomach. It started hurting because I drank too much water. Boy. I made a bad decision eating so much bread at the start. But, I was so darn hungry.

Returned home with a stomachache and did some homework and watched some person bluff in a world-class poker game. Boy I wish I could do that. I love the feeling when your hand is awesome and you start winning a lot.

POKER!

Song of the day:
Love Love Love - Epik High
sounds good, suits my mood.

Guess my Luck is Changing

As the title says, it seems after exams. My luck seems to get better and better. Too bad today was raining, I felt kind of moody and tired. A little stubborn boy too. I was supposed to watch TS3 (Toy Story 3) but too bad, I had something to do that was more important. Guess!? Chores....... And now I am sad, tired, hungry, bored in my house. Listening to music makes me kind of feel better. When I checked my email. I got accepted to E3 Challenge. Wow! I was already thinking because it was so late, I would not get accepted. Guess luck came again and gave me this chance. Not gonna waste this chance. Well good luck for those that are leaving Canada to do something. Such as training, going to Hong Kong, etc. Have fun.

Last Exam

Finally Gr 11 year over today. From today onwards, I will pursue my gr 12 goal of more than 90.4% lol. No worries, I will surpass that. Now to get ready for my gr 12 English summer school. Gonna work hard for this course. Today I woke up so early and sat on the stairs at a local park being a happy fella. Well, today watched a little poker after my exam but not that good at the game though. Sometimes I feel that the person playing with the cards should continue betting because his hands good. But for some reason, he just keeps folding for no reason. Oh well, I think I can play poker better than that guy anyways. Gonna go sleep, kind of woke up too early today. Finally the evil grasp of schoolwork that has been holding down on me for the entire year has been lifted from me. Now I am a free boy with free dreams. Lets not forget my hopes too.

Study Time

Although it seems like school is almost over, I feel that its coming back again. Summer school and more homework. ugh.. and then its gonna be all hot and stuff. Last exam on Monday and I am off to more studying. Great!
Today I learned a new word:
VUVUZELA!
VUVUZELA!
VUVUZELA!
VUVUZELA!
VUVUZELA!

Disappointed (Laker v. Celtic)

Yesterday, I was REALLY REALLY disappointed with the NBA Finals. First of all, I have to say to all you Laker fans out there. Lakers were so lucky this game, it ain't funny. Celtics were dominating but guess they lost their patience and started doing stupid things. Although I was not watching the game, I had placed a bet that Celtics would win. In the end, I owe someone bubble tea and I lost all hope in Celtics because they LOST. How embarrassing. Celtics lost 79-83. The reason I couldn't watch these playoff games was exams. I know blame it on the exams but I study hard for them and its the effort that counts. Yesterday and today I spent a total of 10 hours preparing for my chemistry exam. I started studying at 9pm - 3am and then woke up at 6am and continued to study until 10am. Within these 10 hours, I read 500 pages of my textbook. I am amazed because I did not think I was capable of doing this and cramming so hard for an exam. So today, I did my exam with 3 hours of sleep and I think I did pretty well. Most likely high 70's to mid 80's. Considering that I hate sciences and that I crammed so hard, I think that's pretty impressive. So today, after my exams, I went to play Super Smash Brawl. Dang it, that game is addicting. No matter how many times I play, its fun and yet I am never good. I always get killed with Ike. And this time I was using an old game-cube controller rather than the wii controller. The buttons confused me. After that, we played COD!!! (Call of Duty) Fun game, but really hard to aim and shoot. I always aim at the wrong place and I get yelled at because I am always really close to killing the people. In one of the matches, I decided to knife people because it was a relatively small map. I failed many times because I just could not aim well. Good day for me.

Feeling Down

Someone told me to talk about "Princesses" in my blog so there, I will be talking a little bit about them. I do not really know but when I see princesses I get the feeling of them rich, high-class, pretty(maybe), and most of all spoiled. They get whatever they want. They don't have to work or do anything hardwork because they have their father who is the king. He controls the whole world and of course, he loves his daughter dearly. So, the princess gets whatever she likes and she does whatever she wants. Every time she gets into trouble, nothing happens because she is the princess and is the King's daughter. This is the feeling I get when I think about princesses or think about them. Spoiled lil girls. Although they have some negative points, there are some positive points as well such as loving, caring, sweet, kind, helping the poor (sometimes), and good at cooking. Yea, that is what I came up with. Hope you like it.

So about my day, I had my law exam.. not too bad because it wasn't terribly hard. Spent a day studying and it was enough. It was just definitions and some case study's but I barely finished it. I guess I wrote too much and spent too much time on one question. Oh well, at least I finished it. I am currently studying for my Biology Exam which is coming up in 2 days. Trying to cram 12 units in 1-2ish days. Yay. 4 more exams and my gr. 11 year is finished and I will not have to face sciences anymore.
Kind of a little frustrated because I didn't know I had an interview time for Deca. Apparently, the VP had talked to the candidates but I never even got contacted about my interview time until it was too late. Actually, I just found out today that Deca interviews had happened last week and I had missed it. Great. This is just Great. This is a big disappointment for me and I am sorry big sis that I failed you. I won't give up that easily though, don't worry. I won't give in to losing. I will emerge victorious. SOMEHOW.

Day of my exam

Today was my math exam, wasn't that challenging. I was quite surprised that some people finished it within 45 minutes. We were given an hour and a half to finish it and they finished it in half the time. Wow, they must be so smart. I spent 4 whole days of non-stop studying for math and I could only finish it within an hour and 15 minutes. An I got one question wrong because I did not remember what the equation for half life was. Gah. 4 marks out of 70 gone right there. Saddens me and saddens me even more because I spent 4 days studying for an unchallenging exam. Now, I am screwed for the 4 exams. Law exam tomorrow, started studying today, gonna continue studying it at the library tomorrow since my exam starts at 1pm. So I guess I have some time to finish studying. After that more cramming.

Screwed.

(This is a really funny picture that I came across)
It correctly describes how I am like right now.

My Exam list:
Math - Monday
Law - Tuesday
Biology - Thursday
Accounting - Thursday
Chemistry - Friday
SAP(Sociology, Anthropology and Psychology) - Monday

WOW, I really cannot believe that I had spent 4 days studying for one math exam. I have officially screwed myself over leaving only one day to study for each coming exam. Great, why did I spend so much time studying math? I wonder why... I think I can answer it too. Because I never ever listened in class, kept reading comic books such as Bleach and kept playing on the iTouch. So in the last 4 days, I have been studying for the year's worth of Math. All the subjects are screwed over now. WOOHOO.

Kind of happy because I got a new mouse. An HP mouse. I was using the school's football mouse for three years and it feels so smooth and comfy with this new mouse. I like it..

Math Exam

Wow, can't believe I wasted another day studying for my math exam. There are just so many equations to memorize that my brain feels like its overloaded. I guess this is what I get for not listening in class for the whole year and trying to cram the year's math within 3 days of studying. One of the most frustrating math problems that I came across is determining if a graph is a sine wave or cosine wave. They look so similar and it is like impossible to tell apart. Once I could determine if it was either one, I needed to figure it out again with translations. Ugh, how I hate horizontal, vertical stretches and horizontal, vertical translations. I must must must must remember this formula y = a sin [ k ( x - c ) ] + d... Thank god I was able to watch my weekly episode of chinese drama. Yet again, it was awesome like before. This time, the two detectives must try and collect evidence about a local gang who has been doing all sorts of terrorizing. From robbing a bank to shooting people. So one of the detectives must infiltrate the San Lian Hui (the gang's main building) and retrieve information. However to be able to retrieve this information they must have a key to open the door which belongs to some of the top people of the gang (including the gang leader's daughter). This key is embedded in their cell phones and the gang leader's daughter is somewhat friends with the two detectives. Therefore, one of the detectives decide to ask the daughter out to a movie. While they are in the movies, some random person passes by and steals her phone. YAY, they have the key into the building but soon enough, the detective is found out and brought to the gang leader where evil punishments are in place for them.

Joyful/Blissful

Although today started out rather boring, it progressed into a pretty great day. The weather was great but I was inside a library studying for my math exam. Every time I looked out the window, I saw a nice warm, sunny and great day to be outside playing sports. It just feels like a waste to be stuck inside an electrically powered room with a lamp on for the whole day. I mean it is such a waste to have lamp turned on when a window is right next to you and all the light is brightening up the room. One of my friends was complaining of too much sunlight because beside us was a really really shiny building. Because of the slant of the roof, the sunlight had bounced into the room and was hurting their eyes. Poor people but I was affected because my back was facing it. But I am starting to hate math, been studying it for 3 days already and its a pain. Although math is not hard, its just really really continuous and long. Never ending cycle of math, after I finish one question, I must move on to the next and so on and so on. GETTING SICK AND TIRED OF IT. After that, I went to fellowship and we played ultimate frisbee. Ever since I started playing ultimate frisbee, I could never throw the disk right. It kept twirling to the right when I wanted it to fly straight. BUT TODAY, I finally found out why I have been doing it wrong, I have been swinging the disk with my arm when I should be using my wrist. My disk-throwing slightly improved with this correction and it was a noticeable improvement. Gonna keep practicing until I can throw a disk far and straight. Then after, we went to play "grounders". Grounders is a game where one individual is blind and must touch another person physically or they can call out grounders. If someone is on the sand and grounders is called, they become the one blind. This is a fun yet kind of dangerous game because when you are the one blind, you hit things that you usually don't. It requires lots of concentration and patience because once you are the one "it", it takes a while to catch another person. Many of us were sweating after that and we made fruit smoothies. Best food in the world at that time, ate like 5 cups .. and it was so good. We used a bullet (a name for a blender but it is shaped like a bullet) to blend ice-cream and frozen fruit into some kind of smoothie or yogurt. Really simple and good good that you can try at home. The bullet was always full with ice-cream and frozen fruit and it took quite a while to start mixing the two things together. However, the results were pretty awesome. After that, I returned home to check my email. AND Guess what, I received my gr 12 mark back and I am extremely happy after that. I got a 97% . WOOHOO. That is 1 course out of my 6 courses done and now I can concentrate on the rest of my work.

Drowning my unhappiness in sleep

Something happened that made me so unhappy yesterday and the unhappiness had passed on to today. So after yesterday's last day of school, went to a friend's house and drowned my unhappiness at playing on a Wii for 4 hours non-stop. We played Super Smash Bro. Brawl and I chose Ike as my one and only character for the game. I continued to play Ike and improved from getting 3-2 kills per game to over 9-12 kills per game. I felt that I have improved with Ike a lot. That made me kind of happy but it could still could not lift up my unhappiness that remained within my heart. The unhappiness that exists in my heart feels like having a sword stabbed in the heart by the person that you love the most: her. I had decided to sleep it off when I got home from 8pm to 10am. Although sleeping helped alleviate some of the pain, it had also increased pain at the same time. While I was sleeping, two flashbacks kept occurring my mind. The first one was my confession to her and the second was yesterday's event. No matter how much I try to forget it, she just pops in my mind and then I am in tears. My pillow got quite wet that night but oh well, I will wash it. I think it might have tasted salty but I didn't attempt to taste it because I wasn't in the mood to. So today I woke up at 10 and rode to school. Halfway to the school, I was soaked so I biked back to my house to get a hoodie because I was wearing a T-shirt today and it was quite cold. Biked back to school to clean out my locker and returned home with 4 textbooks and 2 binders and a pile of junk. Man, my bag was heavy but biking helped reduce the duration of me holding my bag. Usually it takes me 20-25 minutes to walk home but when I bike it takes me 10 minutes which is a big time-saver. When I returned home, didn't feel in the mood to study for the exam so I slept again from 4-8pm. So today I slept 18 hours in total and now I am starting to study for my upcoming math exam.
After I woke up, my mom had made some kind of dinner and it smelled really bad. I got like a stomachache just from smelling it. It smelled so disgusting yet they finished the dish really fast. I was like "eww" and I ate bread instead. Today I ate eating a whole pineapple, eating 3 dishes of peas and 3 pieces of bread for dinner( I ate all that at like 9:00pm) but I am hungry again(Right now is umm 11:48pm). I might sleep with an empty stomach, I am starving.

1/8 exams done already.
I have finished my Gr 12 exam on Monday, messed up on a few questions but I hope to get a 97 which I got before writing the exam. I hope it doesn't drop by a lot.

1st Exam Done

FINALLY... done my first exam of the year and this is a Gr. 12 exam so that helps remove a lot of my burden. Next up, I must tackle 7 exams in the upcoming week. Almost one a day, sometimes, 2 a day but I will be fine if I study hard enough. I doubt I will though because I am a lazy boy. Lazy boys tend to sleep, eat and enjoy life which is exactly me. Yesterday night, I was busy trying to study for today's exam and after my 2 hour

Heard a very sad story which has kind of affected my life in a way.

edit later. its 12:41pm and its late.

Revived From my sadness

Although I am still kind of sad, I am not sad as before. Starting to accept life and to go with the flow. By the way, this is not about her but about something else that has made me frustrated. With her, I am happy no matter what so that is of no concern to me yet. Today, my parents decided to take me to a store that sells glasses or 眼镜店. Wow. I actually don't know the name for glasses stores which seems pretty sad. I decided to go there to buy a pair of glasses because my current glasses is terribly out of shape because of accidents from sports. I had wanted to buy some contact lens too but in the end, we didn't because we agreed that I would not use the contact lens much and it was not worth it. Better to stay with my glasses. So I felt it was a waste of time going out to go shop because after going to that store, we had to go buy groceries and more food. I sat in the car and was melting as the sun was heating up my car. It felt like an oven in there. Anyways, I got back home to watch another episode of Black and White. Again, it was amazing as it showed a professional gang rob a bank. Two young cops decided to give chase to the 4 robbers. One of the robbers had gotten shot by the cop and was on the ground. The other 3 ran to their car and took off but they called for back-up. The two cops decided to chase after the 3 robbers without calling for back-up. They left the injured robber on the ground and threw his gun in the bushes. They continued to pursue the car on feet and shot the car's tire which had popped. The car stopped. The two policemen were on the road and a car whooshes by and stops. The driver comes out and tells them to get off the road. At that moment, a van comes driving by and stops next to the robber's car. The trunk of the van opens and out comes 10 people in black suits with guns in their hands. The cops who knew they were in trouble hid behind the car that had stopped in front of them. As they got behind the car, a wave of bullets rushed by and left a bunch of holes on the car. After pounding the car with their guns they left. The cops come back empty-handed to the place where one of the injured robbers were. However, that robber had disappeared and there was a puddle of vinegar. No evidence of the robber is left and they are disappointed. However just when all hope is gone, one of the cops remember that he had threw a gun into the bush. He retrieves it and this becomes there one and only evidence of the crime. There is more but it gets complicated.
Last week, my parents had turned on the television to find this chinese drama. I decided to join and watch it as well but it had been playing awhile back so we didn't really know what it was about. This is my second episode so I am not too sure about what is going on but all I know is. This thing is awesome and I will continue watching it.
This is pretty much my day except for studying for my upcoming exam.

Failure

I ask myself this many times before and yet again, I ask myself this. Why am I such a failure. WHY AM I SUCH A FAILURE....?? WHY WHY WHY. Although I shouldn't feel like this, but sometimes, I cannot stop feeling how jealous I am of other people. I really gotta stop this foolishness RIGHT NOW and get down to business.
SO I took my daily dose of 1 and a half hour nap but it didn't help much. I know you might be thinking sleeping for like an hour is after school is over is not healthy but I just can't function after working up late last night finishing my homework. Supposedly, I should only sleep for 15-20 minutes because that is known as a light sleep and would give u an energy boost to help you keep going for the night. If you sleep for more than that amount, you will fall into a deep sleep and you should not interrupt it. When I sleep for 15-20 minutes, it just feels like a minute had just passed after I wake up. Weird feeling but when I look at the clock, I am surprised that 20 minutes had gone by and it feels like I had wasted it on my sleep. Because after waking up, I feel no difference, I feel as sleepy as before and what's more, I have to finish my work.
After my sleep, I decided to go to fellowship. I haven't been there for quite awhile and my teacher was a little worried. Today was apparently, our church's 40th anniversary and we had a guest speaker from Richmond Church. He was a pretty good speaker, not like those speakers that you fall asleep on but someone that I could connect with and understand properly. At first, he talked a bit about himself and how in his school years they still had OAC. I don't really know what OAC is but he said they needed 6 OAC marks to graduate. He decided to take the "Asian 6-pack" and had 5 OAC because he had failed one. Then he talked about the process of him applying to the universities. The first one he applied for was Waterloo and he was rejected. The second one was U of T and boom he was rejected once again. The third was York and when he was handing in his marks, the people had calculated his marks on a calculator. His marks were really low but he was still accepted. The guest speaker commented, "That was how bad the university is". No wonder York University has bad reputation. After hearing his experience he had fortified perception of York.
A good example of the pastor's pounding the gospel into our heads is about a vending machine experience that he had. Before I continue, he really liked sour cream and bacon chips and I do too. I guess we have the same taste. But moving on, he had put in his coins to buy the chips but it had gotten stuck. The first thing that you would do would be to shake the darn vending machine because you are angry that it had cheated your money. You might also be pounding on it so that bag of chip would fall down to its rightful place, your hands. This is just like how pastor's try to nail the gospel, the idea of Jesus into your head.
Another example is when you insert your coin into the vending machine, sometimes it gets stuck and you don't get your chip bag. In the case of the gospel, the gospel coin would be inserted into the machine and it is the job of the pastor to try and get that gospel coin down to its rightful place.

I hope you understand what I am trying to say because frankly, I learned quite a lot from this dude and it would really be great to have him back. I doubt that would happen though.

Last Few Days of School

As our school year comes to almost an abrupt end, I can't think back at why I did not confess to her earlier. Why did I do it so late? Why couldn't I get the courage to do it earlier? Why was I so dumb? I don't really know the answer to these answers. Just yesterday, I had confessed to her and I can still remember the moments until now. How I wish that it can happen again. However our paths will separate after next few weeks. I definitely hope to see her again. I know for a fact that she will be going to UT but she may switch schools to Western. If I ever have a chance to see her again, I will not let go of it. I will never ever forget about her. But, I feel like such a loser for doing it so late. School is almost over and its summer. Summer School will be starting soon and I must yet again continue to study and work hard.
I have been working late last night until 3:00AM in the morning because of my industrial design summative. Today we had presented this summative which was worth 30% of our final mark and guess what, we had completely bombed it. After working so late last night, it felt like it was such a waste. In our presentation, our teacher kept cutting us off and talked about examples of improvement in our presentation. Our teacher had asked for us to present our company but we had completely misinterpreted it and instead we had presented our product our cyberwalker or what is known as the "Dion Machine". Tonight I feel tired again but I have an exam coming up this Monday.
I am also kind of worried about the AF+CALC(Advanced Function and Calculus) course that I will be taking next year. I heard from people that a really hard teacher will be teaching it, next year.

MOST IMPORTANT DAY OF MY LIFE

My day started at 7:45 when it should have been 10:15 because I had my Me To We Interview. I think I did well during my interview by promoting myself as well as I could but I think I could have done better. Firstly, I myself am not a good presenter and I stutter because sometimes I never find the right words to say. I always need like some time to think before I come up with the right words. By that time, my judge would have been bored so I kind of rushed it. Therefore, to resolve this problem I am going to take presentation lessons to help me get over the fear of public speaking. After that, something marvelous happened after my lunch. Even I was not ready for this, it was as if the opportunity had happened before my eyes instantly. From this moment on, my life has changed and this will become the most important thing that I have accomplished in my whole 16 years of life. I am very thankful for this moment because I felt that I was bestowed this opportunity to talk to her. The words to describe the moment is something I cannot describe. My heart was beating so fast and it all happened so fast. At first I was very hesitant and I had walked by her a few times. But after that, I decided to hold my ground and walk up to her. The few minutes after that are indescribable. As well, I won't talk about the things that happened because I would like to keep it for myself. I might tell some very trustworthy friends but otherwise this will never get in eyes of the public. After these few minutes, my heart was beating so fast, I felt really red, I felt kind of hot and I felt so good after confessing. This has been my day. I REALLY LOVE THIS DAY and I hope to encounter something similar to this again.