Something happened that made me so unhappy yesterday and the unhappiness had passed on to today. So after yesterday's last day of school, went to a friend's house and drowned my unhappiness at playing on a Wii for 4 hours non-stop. We played Super Smash Bro. Brawl and I chose Ike as my one and only character for the game. I continued to play Ike and improved from getting 3-2 kills per game to over 9-12 kills per game. I felt that I have improved with Ike a lot. That made me kind of happy but it could still could not lift up my unhappiness that remained within my heart. The unhappiness that exists in my heart feels like having a sword stabbed in the heart by the person that you love the most: her. I had decided to sleep it off when I got home from 8pm to 10am. Although sleeping helped alleviate some of the pain, it had also increased pain at the same time. While I was sleeping, two flashbacks kept occurring my mind. The first one was my confession to her and the second was yesterday's event. No matter how much I try to forget it, she just pops in my mind and then I am in tears. My pillow got quite wet that night but oh well, I will wash it. I think it might have tasted salty but I didn't attempt to taste it because I wasn't in the mood to. So today I woke up at 10 and rode to school. Halfway to the school, I was soaked so I biked back to my house to get a hoodie because I was wearing a T-shirt today and it was quite cold. Biked back to school to clean out my locker and returned home with 4 textbooks and 2 binders and a pile of junk. Man, my bag was heavy but biking helped reduce the duration of me holding my bag. Usually it takes me 20-25 minutes to walk home but when I bike it takes me 10 minutes which is a big time-saver. When I returned home, didn't feel in the mood to study for the exam so I slept again from 4-8pm. So today I slept 18 hours in total and now I am starting to study for my upcoming math exam.
After I woke up, my mom had made some kind of dinner and it smelled really bad. I got like a stomachache just from smelling it. It smelled so disgusting yet they finished the dish really fast. I was like "eww" and I ate bread instead. Today I ate eating a whole pineapple, eating 3 dishes of peas and 3 pieces of bread for dinner( I ate all that at like 9:00pm) but I am hungry again(Right now is umm 11:48pm). I might sleep with an empty stomach, I am starving.
1/8 exams done already.
I have finished my Gr 12 exam on Monday, messed up on a few questions but I hope to get a 97 which I got before writing the exam. I hope it doesn't drop by a lot.
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