Must pull myself together. - Wednesday April 6, 2011

Wow, recently, I have lost so many things. My pencil case, my binder, my identity. I have been so lost these past months because I could never distinguish what I really wanted. What do I want to do with my life? Where do I wanna go? Where can I seek my happiness? These questions and many more have been flying around in my mind constantly making me pissed off. As a result, I have been skipping classes, making my friends worry and sadly being annoying.

Right now, I still cannot answer the question about what my goal in life would be. But I can answer one question about girls which I have been dwelling upon. I really don't know why but ever since I was little, I was such a shallow boy, always going for the looks. Really, looks mean nothing now and everything is about the heart. Although having the looks is a plus! because you always want to see an appealing girl. But I myself dont have the looks either, so I cant ask for much! But I have understand myself and really, I will only care about one thing. And it is the heart, no matter what one looks, their actions, their feelings and their inner self is what I will seek and what I will love. Sounds so corny haha.