Why must I be born in this family of picky and such miserable parents. They are the most traditional kind of chinese parents that I have ever known and see before. I have honestly been scolded for literally everything I do. Like seriously, their excuses are endless and they are just so stubborn and the typical kinds of parents who compare ur child to other very successful childs but they don't ever compare me to some fail child out there.
Anyways im not just gonna fume about this but I want to emphasize on how pissed I am at my parents.
First off, we go watch TV and its chinese news... typical... but I tell my parents that I wanna watch something else and they tell me to watch it after they finish the news. By the way... this is when its supper time and we are eating. After the news is over and I am supposed to get to watch TV now, they tell me that now that we are done eating.. I should get back to work.. WHAT IS THIS!? LIKE SERIOUSLY!? DID U FORGET WHAT U HAD SAID BEFORE?
Secondly, Im like I want to watch TV. And also, my parents had put a passcode on all the channels so basically i can't even turn on the TV myself. Its like this parental block system where every channel requires the lock to view. They tell me if you want to watch TV, u can go watch it... Even though its a blank screen (aka not even turned on) its still considered watching tv right?? Im like if thats the case, next time we watch the news. why dont we do this as well? and they just dont say anything BUT STILL the result is, I dont even get to watch TV.
Thirdly, they go on and on about how they don't see me working and Im always fooling around. I am like OK, fine by me. U wanna see how much I work? Go and look at how many all-nighters I pull and my marks before u talk to me about how I don't work. Then they say, well your marks aren't real because your always copying other people's work. I'm like sure yea, if I do copy people works, I'm pretty sure I wouldn't do well at my tests where I CANT COPY people's work. They say maybe its a fluke then? Honestly, must u always find excuses for these things? CAN you honestly admit that your wrong for once? When I bring up my offer of admissions to universities, they say most of the admissions are due to the marks and since Im always cheating my way out of getting marks.. I shouldn't even use this as an argument... LIKE DUDE. they are so simpleminded that it feels like im talking to some stubborn 5 year old who won't bother listening to what I say.
No matter how many examples I give, they just keep finding ways to make them right.
Lastly, my parents are like, why don't you work harder so that you can give an impression that your a hardworking boy. Its as if Im not working in the first place... Then im like what exactly do I get if Im being this so called *good kid*. I want some freedom if I become one, and they answer, well not all good people get freedom. If you look at China, there are those people who have suffered from those toxic chemicals used to make the food there. The people who are suffering have decided to take it to court but instead, they have been punished for raising such a pointless issue (apparently china is that way and so...) Though these people are good, do they get any freedom? IM JUST FLABBERGHASTED. IM mad at such a profound excuse too.
thats why im moving away in unviersity. NO JOKES. AWAY FROM HOME, AWAY FROM TORONTO, AWAY FROM PARENTS.
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