F***K YOU - Thursday May 19, 2011

Honestly why was I even born into this family. Why did I even bother living this life. Of all the families in the world, why must I live in this one?

I was working on my summatives and I really wanted to concentrate on it but my parents just keep talking and talking. I tell them to quiet down because I need to work but they say, ur not even working. Ur copying other people's work or something like cheating. Do you honestly think cheating will work in life, do you think I have never thought about this? Do you think I am that dumb to not think through things properly? Why do you always say this when you know its just gonna make ur child pissed off? Is this your way of getting me to work again because if any child heard their parents say that, it just makes them want to smash a book at their face. Of course I won't do that because its disrespectful and so I can only fume here. They have so much lack of respect here and its just so screwed up in this family. Then they go on to say some others crap in my face like university acceptance. I didn't get an offer and they laugh and say that its because I copy too much and when it came to having to write on your own for university admission, you would just fail. Holy shit, all you can do is just badmouth me, what about all the hardwork I put into my work, do u not even consider that?

Then there is the thing about OSAP. Earlier before around a month ago, they kept telling me to apply to OSAP now before its too late and they kept saying how some of their co-worker's children have applied to OSAP now. They kept bugging me for weeks and you know how parents are, if you dont go their way, they will only bug you until you listen. So I just applied to OSAP to shut them up but at that time I didn't make my choices and so I wasn't sure as to which university I should apply for OSAP for. My parents just said, apply to all your choices and I did. Then my school had this OSAP meeting (but I had already applied long before knowing this), and I found out you were supposed to only apply to OSAP when you have made your chioce. So now, I need to do all this work to undo all my other applications because I was only supposed to send in one application to only one of my university. Great work parents, you just got me into so much unnecessary trouble.